Listen

This morning I woke up knowing that today is going to be one of the biggest days of my life. A day that has needed to come for a long time -- I have just been too afraid to accept myself and make you listen. I love you. It may not be said all of the time, it may not be shown through my actions, but you need to know that I wouldn't be here without you. We have had our differences, we have had our blow ups...but you are who I have always wanted to support me -- support my dreams. I have spent a long time trying to pick up the pieces that have been broken for so long, and now I feel like I have figured out this large puzzle that is my life. It's been a seven year journey. I have been torn down, brought up, and broken, but here I am still fighting for what I believe in, trying to figure out how it is that I am supposed to change the world. I realize that I thought I could do it in other ways -- I thought it was conducive to my personality. But you must realize that when that dream was created, I was still trying to figure out what my personality really was. I had an idea -- help people, but maybe that wasn't in the way I knew would make me happy -- make my life worth while. I know that you have supported this dream with your all, but I am asking you to support this new dream with just as much excitement, just as much fire. I want you in my corner, cheering me on, telling me everything is going to be okay. That's what your supposed to do. I know that you want me to be successful, as do I, but you have to see me. See the person in front of you. I am not that person I thought I was. I am someone greater, someone who will be heard all around the world. Just trust me. I know what I am doing. I have prayed and prayed. I have dropped to my knees pleading God to show me some kind sign -- help me see what I am supposed to do with my talents...and he answered back. Trust in Him. Trust in me. Trust in my dreams. I will change this world in ways I can't even imagine, but I know it won't be as rewarding if I don't have your support. I can see the finish line. I can see where I am going to be. Turn your tunnel vision to mine, and you will see a life so much greater for me. This is my life. My dreams. Let me make decisions for myself, and just tell me it's going to be okay. I know you don't see the success that I do right now, but trust me, something big is coming. You just have to listen. I really hope you listen to this voice inside me. It's been hidden for so long, a long time coming -- but I have never felt more drive to do anything else in my life before. I have saved myself, brought myself to see the real me, and now I have been shown what this life has to offer me. Just listen to this excitement inside, and I guarantee you will hear me. Hear this voice. Hear my dreams. Just listen.