Thank You

This past Thursday I had the most craziest night. And the days following only became more confusing and enlightening all in the same. Thursday night I was home alone and I was having extreme upper abdominal pains and felt as if I was going to throw up...gross I know. Unfortunately, I realized it wasn't just an upset stomach when I proceeded to go to the bathroom and a large amount of blood came out of me. Naturally, I had a nervous breakdown and called my mom to take me to the hospital. We arrived at Good Samaritan's ER later that night and spent a lot time checking my vitals and asking me personal questions in order to figure out what was going on. When they couldn't figure it out, they told me I was being admitted to the hospital -__- From there things just got more and more upsetting, as they told me theories as to what was going on inside me. Ulcers, intestinal bleeding, hemroids, cancerous polups. At the end of the day, I was pretty worried...way less than my family and friends who all had panic attacks. But I think that's what I want to talk about the most in this post. The support of my family and friends. I appreciate them all so much for coming to visit me, sending prayers, texting me, calling me, messaging me, anything to just let me know that I was in their thoughts. <3 It was beyond humbling knowing that I was this blessed to be able to coexist with such amazing people. While my family is obligated to love me........I was equally warmed by the love from close friends. I am so happy with the beautiful people I have decided to surround myself with. In all honesty, if you know me well, my friends are my life. I live when I am with them, I am myself when I am with them, they help me become a better person each and every day. Ultimately, with the amount of love that has came my way these past couple of days I knew that I wouldn't have anything but good news coming my way in the hospital. And, with no surprise, this morning I was discharged from the hospital. I was told that I had an unexplained tear in my stomach that they seared closed in a minor surgery yesterday morning, and I was able to go home on a close watch to be sure all internal bleeding has stopped. At this moment, I am sitting in my home, with my grandparents, on my couch, enjoying a day watching Disney movies and being thankful for the life that I have been given, and plan to live on. Sometimes in life, we forget about the little things, and this experience has opened my eyes to the amount of love that is felt for me. (while I should have NEVER doubted that in the first place lol) So I thank all of you for caring for me, and supporting me through a crazy time. I love you all and stay blessed and beautiful :)